november's rain.

music at the moment: demi lovato - here we go again.

dear em,

its really cold in here, since last two weeks. feels like we're in the freezer, or feels like i was standing inside an igloo rubbing both hands to get some heat. (oh yes, im exaggerating). but you know, its just too cold in here, and my body keeps on dehydrate.

apart from the coldness, there nothing much i wanna tell you about.

p/s: im not sure how to put you inside my deepest heart's well. i couldnt. i cant. taakkmauuu...

today is doni potter birthday..

hepi birthday to you doni... semoga cepat grad, cepat membesar, cepat dapat awek

p/s: ko tak plan ape2 ke utk besday ko nih? lame. ;p

Through my window

by bunkface

I don’t want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it’s just another day
Telling me why, I’ll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

p/s: lagu yang sangat2 best!

Collation.

music at the moment: black eyed peas - meet me halfway.

ma n achik is attending kursus keselamatan in jengka, pahang.

achik, pa, angah n along

p/s: miss you ma..

fo - to - je - nik

music at the moment: b.j. thomas - raindrops keep falling on my head.

pagi yg sejuk.. hujan.. sunyi.. lampi

semalam jamuan raya bpsm, nre. agak meriah.. yg paling orang suka time event2 camnih, BERGAMBAR. hahaha, mcm2 posing ade.. mcm2 jenis gambar ade.. gambar ikut tema baju, gambar jari bentuk bintang2.. dan yg paling best sekali....

gambar gossip.. :)

p/s: xoxo.

sushi queen.

music at the moment: the siblings - hanya kau.

urm, khamis lepas, petang jam 5.30 masa kat office, tiba2 telefon office berbunyi.. aku angkat, sape la call aku petang2 nih, waktu pejabat dah abis, dalam hati aku igt sap kot (tapi tadi dia dah call tanya bila balik).. rupanya orang kat counter bawah, dia cakap ade kawan datang nak jumpa.. ade tiga orang.. aaa, ingat sape ntah, rupenye capiq, virus ngan doni datang.. virus ajak gi alamanda tgk wayang.. "Tsunami at Haeundae", wayang jam 8 so gi makan dulu.. makan kat sushi king, untuk kali pertamanya... aaahh, shiawase..

semalam, sabtu... gi beraya rumah sarah, makan mee kari.. then gi kelana jaya... makan kambing, sate, n macam2 lagi... aaa.. kenyang

hari nih, depan rumah ade jamuan raya.. makan lemang n nasi himpit.. aku dah jadi emasusila misman.. makan makan makan.. :p, gurau je.. no heart feeling yea?

p/s: aku taknak simpan rahsia lagi... ampunkan aku.. aku taknak jadi serba salah.. adoi

hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

music at the moment: bittersweet - a perfect match

hepi belated birthday to me. you're not special

this year, im not geting much wishes as i get last year. am i not even worth being remembered? "no, you're just getting old. thats all"

thnx for the wishes. and the present.

9,135 days have passed since the day i was born. which means 1,305 weeks or 219,240 hours or 13,154,400 minutes or 789,264,000 seconds have passed.

*my birthday present. go green!

p/s: how much time do i have left?

it's raya again...

music at the moment: estranged - ketika ini

raya tahun nih.. aku raya kat pj (untuk kali ke-3/4, aku pon dah tak ingat).. tinggal aku ngan adik aku kat rumah.. xde yg menarik sangat pasal raya tahun nih.. aku dah beli baju raya, aku gi parkson sepanjang hari raya pertama haritu, teman moktie.. hari kedua (petang gi sunway), ketiga dan keempat, kelima aku duduk rumah.. keenam gi open house capiq, ketujuh gi raya rumah emasusila misman. makan soto jawa. kenyang tak ingat.

di bulan syawal nih.. aku memohon kemaafan, diatas segala kekurangan, kesalahan, ketelanjuran.

selamat hari raya.

p/s: mama, didnt mean to make you cry, if im not back again this time tomorrow, carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters.

in memories...

music at the moment: aishah - pulanglah

(konon2 nak amik mood raya..)

hari nih, isnin.. tinggal selasa, rabu, khamis, dan jumaat je lagi... lepas tuh dah start cuti.. yey, huhuhu.. sehingga ke hari ih, aku masih lagi tak beli ape2 abju raya.. masa awal2 bulan arituh, bersemangat nak beli baju melayu baru.. (nak kene match dgn sampin yg aku beli kat nilai hari tuh)....

last week, khamis.

berbuka dengan boss n kawan2 satu seksyen (SPk)

last week, jumaat.

berbuka dengan sap, ramzi, nazrul, sarah, shida, mei, ain, jabrul n beberapa orang yang aku tak kenal.

ereyesterday, sabtu.

berbuka dengan doni, capiq, amry n sarah (gf amry). tengok wayang cerita GAMER (agak best). main left4dead kat rock cafe sampai 3 pagi.

yesterday, ahad.

berbuka dengan budak rumah..malam gi alamanda..tgk2 orang shopping.

n kemungkinan besar aku beraya kat pj.. hahaha.. (xtau la nak balik n.sembilan ke tak, macam malas je)

p/s: R.I.P upin and ipin (ikan2 emasusila yg mati kat office)

:stuff i'm going to do..

music at the moment: taylor swift - you belong with me

semalam dari pj, aku terus gerak gi office. then balik dari office terus gi alamanda. gi tgk wayang ngan ellie.. eh.. ema.. UP.. yea, romantic, comedy, fun to watch..

semalam, ulang tahun kemerdekaan yang ke-52, merdeka kah kita? hehe, btw..baskin robbins ade 31% discount. so aku beli semalam.. old fashioned butter pecan wit strawberry cheesecake. :D (tapi aku tak makan lagi..) lepas tu gi mcd.

p/s: promise? cross your heart? cross it. i said cross it!

life, the universe and everything

music at the moment: miley cyrus - the climb

the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy.. movie yang sangat best.. sangat siput dan kambing..

"So long, and thanks for all the fish." the phrase was spoofed for the NOFX album So Long and Thanks for All the Shoes.

p/s: If you type the answer to life, the universe and everything into Google (without quotes or capitalising the small words), the Google Calculator will give you 42.

Apple crumble's mensiversary

music at the moment: lady ga ga - eh eh (nothing else i can say)

"cherry, cherry, boom, boom."

ngeh.

semalam.. berbuka dgn ramzi, nazrul, sap, sarah n shida. nazrul belanja makan, gi bangi, tapau mcd sebab kedai makan tu penuh. otw balik putra (sebab tade tempat nak makan dan hujan), kereta nazrul pulak rosak. makan mcd kat tepi highway dekat ngan alamanda. letih.

hehe.. yg penting kenyang. alhamdulillah.

p/s: raya nih aku nak gi rumah pak misman. hehehehehehehehe :)

ceppi vs. lampi

music at the moment: ramli sarip & khatijah ibrahim - doa buat kekasih

"andainya aku bertanya, padamu tentang bahagia; dimana nilai setia, dimanakah puncak cinta?"

urm.. semalam, pagi tuh aku tak sahur.. hari yg lapar.. petang tuh aku decide nak pegi alamanda, bayar bill, check mate, berbuka etc. so aku ajak dahlia, dahlia ajak ema, aku ajak sarah, sarah ajak as, and last, aku ajak wan ptb.

sampai alamanda, awal lagi.. so gi beratur nak cucuk duit.. duit dah cucuk terus gi burger king, ema gi teman dahlia beli henpon baru (mcm2 free gift dia dapat, ntah ape ntah yang dia ayat ngan tokei kedai henpon tu). sampai waktu berbuka mkn beger, kenyang gila, puas hati.

next, gi kedai spec, check mate. n the result,

right eye = 125

left eye = 150

(aku tak tau mcm mane dia kire power dia tu, tapi yg aku tau.. aku dah rabun, kene pakai spek mate)

balik, doni ajak lepak borak n gi smoke.

p/s: dah dua pagi berturut2 aku dgr lagu "doa buat kekasih".. hehehehehehe

fast, faster, fastest... fasting

music at the moment: kiroro - best friend.

yeah.. today is the third day of ramadhan. its 2 o'clock and im started to hunger. my brain not functioning well, the acid start scratching my stomach... im must endure.

selamat berpuasa my friend.

p/s: baju raya yang sesuai untuk orang tu ialah.. CAWAT. hahhaha

(immedietly skip)

You have stolen my heart.

music at the moment: dashboard confessional - stolen

"our dream assured, and we all, we'll sleep well. sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well"

YEAH, akhirnya habis dah kursus induksi umum, nampak macam lama tapi pejam celik dah abis dah.. agak best, hotel seri malaysia bagan lalang memang tempat yang sesuai, kelas, padang sukan dan dewan makan dekat dengan bilik.. selama kat sana buat aku lupa pejabat. ngeh

kenal ramai orang baru. yeah. i'll upload some photos later, yeah.

oh ya, one more thing, my public speaking.. pengucapan awam yang aku takuti dah settle. walaupon terketar-ketar kat depan tu.. akhirnya selesai, 5 min je pon. huhu

p/s: and im back to where it start again. aaaa, malasnye masuk office esok.

It's all in your mind.

music at the moment: the killers - spaceman.

i just rcover from serious fever.. aku begitu layu, tak larat, nak makan pon tak lalu, batuk2, risau gak sekarang nih, musim buah, musim jerebu. alhamdulillah, dah semakin sihat. jarang sakit, tapi kalau dah sakit.. agak teruk.

semalam aku tepon rumah, mak cakap nenek ade kat rumah (rasa macam nak balik jumpa nenek je). tgk la macam mana nanti.

minggu nih tade program, maybe duduk rumah je, esok ade taklimat pasal typing exam.

p/s: it's all in my mind.

Spaceman

by The Killers

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

It started with a low light
Next thing I knew, they ripped me from my bed
And then they took my blood type
It left a strange impression in my head

You know that I was hoping
That I could leave this star-crossed world behind
But when they cut me open
I guess I changed my mind

And you know I might have just flown too far
from the floor this time, 'cause they're calling me by my name
And they're zipping white light beams
Disregarding bombs and satellites

And that was the turning point
That was one lonely night

The star maker says it ain't so bad
The dream maker's gonna make you mad
The spaceman says "everybody look down
it's all in your mind

But now I'm back at home and
I'm looking forward to this life I live
You know it's gonna haunt me
So hesitation to this life I give

You think you might cross over
You're caught between the devil and the deep blue sea
You better look it over
Before you make that leap

And you know I'm fine
But I hear those voices at night sometimes
And they justify my claim
And the public don't dwell on my transmission
'Cause it wasn't televised

But it was a turning point, oh what a lonely night

The star maker says it ain't so bad
The dream maker's gonna make you mad
The spaceman says everybody look down
it's all in your mind

My global position systems are vocally addressed
They say the Nile used to run from east to west
They say the Nile used to run
From east to west

I'm fine, but I hear those voices at night sometimes

The star maker says it ain't so bad
The dream maker's gonna make you mad
The spaceman says everybody look down
it's all in your mind

It's all in your mind

It's all in my mind

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

ikan di laut, asam di darat

music at the moment: miley cyrus - 7 things

"And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do.. You make me love you"

hari nih, aku bgn agak awal.. badan aku rasa semacam, batuk2, rasa nak demam.. panadol dah makan, buat aku rasa ngantuk, semalam tido lewat sket.. tapi tade la lewat sgt.. so, aku tertido dalam bilik perbincangan sementara tunggu puan nur datang.

naik bas dengan emasusila misman. pagi2 dah tny kenapa aku tak pakai bj batik.. baju batik sejuk.. mati keras aku duduk dalam ofis nnt.

send my regards to nick, joe n kevin. :D

isnin hari tu, aku gi mesyuarat kelab alam.. ade cabutan bertuah, so.. ema, aku ngan azrul antara yg bertuah kot ahhaha..

p/s: im a fisherman, u're a fisherwomen.

Em: You can read mind? Er: Yes.

music at the moment: boys like girls - love drunk.

my flip-flop. not flipping or flopping. *sigh*

p/s: Autumn (also known as Fall in North American English) is one of the four temperate seasons.

From Autumn to Ashes - Autumn's Monologue.

Im so in love with you

music at the moment: wheatus - a little respect

today is friday, im wearing baju melayu.

today i go to work early, taking the same bus with emasusila misman.

today morning, i checked onemanga website, they already uploading one piece new series, i like.

today is friday, its a good day.

p/s: Oh baby refrain.. from breaking my heart.

Holiday

- vacation: spend or take a vacation

music at the moment: butterfingers - ruin by the selling out

"Dont you ruin my holiday, when i wanna holiday. Holiday is where my life is changing color. ooohh.. Oligopoly"

semalam gi pasar tani beli flip-flap tapi tak function, daun dia tak gerak *sigh*. hari yang hambar, pagi hujan dan sejuk. ngantuk n sakit hati, lapa.

p/s: rock and roll legacy, rock and roll lies.

Cause you're my..

music at the moment: vagetoz - kehadiranmu

hmm.. bulan yang agak hambar, keje byk dan serabut..

10-18 august 09, induksi umum.. kat bagan lalang, sepang.. pon boring kot, nak kene public speaking, exam.. haih..

p/s: dear kitty, lets go out today.

Heal me, heal me !

music at the moment: queen - bohemian rhapsody

"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?

Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low

Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me"

urmm... am i stupid? yes i am. am i stress? yes i am.

*sigh*..

p/s: looking forward for Genting.. lol..

"Nothing really matters, Anyone can see. Nothing really matters. Nothing really matters to me... Any way the wind blows"

R.I.P MJ

music at the moment: keri hilson feat kanye west & neyo - knock you down

"They say I move to quick but we can't let this moment past us,

Let the hour glass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average, for advice
O-M-G you listen to that bitch?
Woah is me, baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flying, now I'm crashing
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'ma ask him"

p/s: good morning, good mourning.

add me

music at the moment: st12 - aku masih sayang

sekarang, aku adh gila main mafia wars kat facebook, tade la gila.. tapi busy la jugak.. main bende tuh. maybe aku boring kot, dok office buat keje yang sama setiap masa, memo, taip surat, filing. etc.

this week, rasa ramai orang, last week.. agak sunyi tapi enjoy. kuar ngan zed! n rakan2 yang lain. agak happy, "itu dia BEZA.. bak kata doni"

doni, virus, bojan, keccik..dah jadi infected facebook whore. lol

p/s: minum milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat.. huhuhu

dumpling

- small balls or strips of boiled or steamed dough

last night was fun.. zed datang KL, ngeh. semalam, capiq amik don, pahtu amik aku kat presint 9, then gerak williams (kedai makan kat kelana jaya). buster amik zed kat pantai dalam, bojan dtg dgn zarob, keccik pulak dari cheras. nice.

shiawase da !!

keje aku kat office agak byk jugak.. this week maybe aku tak balik pj, henpon aku pon tak betul lagi.. mmg melayu. arituh cakap, dalam selasa bleh settle. *sigh*

p/s: aku tak dapat bayangkan rasa telur kuda yang zarob makan.. ayaaaa

how much do you know about her..

semalam, balik keje kul 9.. sampai rumah kul 9.20 camtu, azrul hantar balik. .thnx

sampai je rumah, aku buka baju kerja.. keletihan.. tapi aku menunggu sesuatu, doni ngan capiq cakap nak datang amik.. tunggu dalam 15 min, dorang pon sampai.

gi makan kat amy seafood, kat sri kembangan. pastuh virus ngan faizal (S) datang. aku order orange juice gelas besar, ngan nasi putih ngan daging goreng cili kering. agak sedap, tapi aku lagi suka lauk doni, ayam cili kering.

mmg best kalau lepak ngan korang, rasa hepi je.. walaupon tak lama. rasa mcm fresh orange. sedap diminum.

gambar nih masa aku tgh korek2 email lama, terjumpa.

nampak muda dan kekanakkan, ke? ngeh

p/s: sincerely me.

how much do you know about..

music at the moment:

d'massiv - merindukanmu;

letto - permintaan hati

henpon aku rosak, dia tak mau on, aku dah antar kedai, taktau bleh repair ke tak, mintak2 dia tak charge lebih2. kalau tak aku beli baru aje nanti.

semalam, ot sampai pukul 8 malam, tunggu bas, sampai rumah dalam pukul 8.45. tunggu doni, dia cakap nak amik aku, dia ajak aku tolong kemas barang dia kat cj, tunggu sampai kul 10, aku tertido. sampai pagi. huhu

lunch tadi, aku tak sengaja makan dengan kawan sap, boleh kawan dia tuh lepak ngan geng2 MLM dorang.. adoyai, tak suka nye, kecoh gile, "ko x minat kereta ke motor ke?"; "sabtu nih kiteorang ade sports car event (ke ape ntah), meh la join, ade cabutan bertuah"; "budak tu bla3 dah ade kete mewah"; "next month aku nak amik BMW"; "nanti belikan i handbeg LV harga rm 4500++, kasut etc.."; "malam esok ade makan percuma, jom la".

*sigh*

aku mcm malas nak layan dorang,

"korang nih mmg xde wawasan le"; "aku keje dalam 6 tahun, nak benti keje gov, gaji aku dah ratus ribu"

aku dgn sap menjadi mangsa keadaan, tak kisah la korang nak kaya ke ape, thnx sebab bawak kiteorang makan.

p/s: dengarkan lah permintaan hati.... yang teraniaya sunyi. ngeh, aku dah boleh chat kat ym, thnx imo.

back to basic

musics at the moment: 

1. alexa - jangan kau lepas

2. butterfingers - mati hidup kembali

3. gersang - masih aku terasa

5. gingerbread - ku cari damai di hati

7. aishah - tiada lagi tangisan

11. zabarjad - karam

henpon aku rosak. adoyai !!

Kursus Induksi Modul Khusus Bil.1/2009

p/s: Institut Biodiversiti, Bukit Rengit, Lanchang, Pahang.. mmg dalam hutan.. ceruk